Friday, December 19, 2008

Still 5 to go.....

For some reason, the Bleo seemed to kick in on Thurs/Fri this week.....I just felt crappy and tired......

My Doc seems to think I am "overly sensitive" to the treatment AND am not dealing with the big "C" mentally too well......

Basically, I felt he was calling me a pussy and a head case.....I'm not too happy with him right now.

All know is that next week is my last "Hell Week" and I'm looking forward to getting it behind me. I figure I'll be out of it Wed-Mon.....

I want to make sure I have my CT Scan and all other tests scheduled for Jan. 12. I want to know ASAP if I need surgery or if I'm going to be done with this.

I've started thinking about what I'm going to do when this is all over. With this wonderful economy we're in, I may be unemployed awhile.....

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!

-Mr. Clean

1 comment:

angelap said...

dear ron,

next time you see your doctor, ask him how he did last time he had cancer. what an ass. i know this has been a long, unexpected journey for you - and again i can not imagine what you are going through - for all its worth, in my eyes you are entitled to moments of "pussiness", but just moments; then you must go back to your brave self and kicking ass. everyone here is pulling for you and we'll all be thinking extra, extra good thoughts for you next week. love, a & c